sometimes.

sometimes i just hate myself.
sometimes i just hate my brother.
sometimes i just hate my mom.
sometimes i just hate my dad.

and today was one of those days.
i hate my mom today.
and i hate myself for hating my mom.

im a really really bad son tho.
how could i and why did i say something like,
"im never gonna be like you and dad, you try to change my opinion and thoughts every single time i say something, i'm never gonna be like you"

and then she went to her room.
i feel super sorry.
but i am still super mad.

i dont know.
i think i have to go out and get some fresh air.